i think internet popups are such a turn off.

"WOW DID YOU SEE THIS
...

THIS COULD BE THE MOST SCARY THING YOU VE EVER SEEN!
DO NOT CLICK IF YOU RE UNDER 18!!!"

-____________- seriously,
1  day = 24 hrs
24 hrs= should be spent doing better things

ahh cleared my work space
finally can get down to work on my designs for the competition before i leave.
hope can make it in time
and my eyes aint any better ):
long story. im dam lazy to repeat but its scary.

been quite into a couple of dramas lately.
and yes i think joe(or whatever his name is) is good looking plus has good acting skills and ariel is not bad after all. though she has a dolly look but her voice is totally like so grown up.

youtube is spoiling my eyesight ):

friends...
 realised that the lives of everyone is getting more and more distanced from one another
to be honest, whom ive really continued keeping in contact are just a few, which is kinda sad if you think about it
others are more some random catching up with a hi and bye or something through msn or sms.
sure, times pass on, we move on
but sometimes i just get that dejavu feeling
sometimes, i have flash backs. nice ones of course
and sometimes i just recall all the words we said or written in cards to one another
and then i just reflect into the present.
things change, definitely(:
and if you'd ask me, i dont believe if someone could actually see the future
cause nobody knows what the future holds
every step we take, every second we're living, any actions or things we do, can just lead to an entirely new future.
but yet on the other hand, thinking so much is no good
so just live life the way it is (:

and what's most upsetting is that

im gonna miss that last episode of project runway!!! ))))):
by just a lil short span of time
whether on channel 5 or channel 16 travel and living,
boooooooohoo

and yes im finally shifting. promise. next entry. blogdrive is byebye :D

i would love to choose memories,
pick all the nice ones,
and store them properly in the database of my mind.

i used to think when this block is over, i would be so happy that i would set off a million fireworks in the sky and just cry aloud that hell is officially over

thing is. now the block is over. and im just. stoned.
think ive been possessed or smth by this block...

but anyhoos, a short summary of the past month of my worst nightmare.

Fashion illustration and production drawing + textiles manipulation last week is the WORST and i mean worstworstworst combination you can EVERRRRRRRR have (too early to say actually but so far, been my worse and i think i cant imagine something worser than this )

let me tell you how fabulous my life has been for the past month and especially, week.firstly, i did not sleep for two days in a row, namely wednesday and thursday night. facing work 24hrs and did not eat except for some fnn vending machine drinks and breakfast. broke down twice seeing others breaking down and friday was the daunting day. was working through the night so at about 10 am in the mornin gi still wasnt done so i quickly washed my face and chionged to sch to finish my 2 + sets of production drawings. was so cut out for time to the extent i was drawing and coloring and cutting on the bus. very unglam yes but cutting and pasting alone took eternity.

so 11+-about 1, was in print shop with snow handing in our no-choice shitty final project (my worst ever project sigh)

1-around 4 faced illustrator non stop finishing pds. made so many mistakes but cldnt be bothered less.

3+ wilson came in telling us we have to hand in by 5 and plus an extra design for the ageing. i felt murdered at that point cause i alr coughed up 4 designs for the ageing in that same old template for the past days and now ANOTHER one. all for the sake of the coffee table bk sigh.

then 5 plus, the whole class was barely done. so wilson came in saying tml morning he ll jus drop by to collect our works in his box if not have to be penalised alr.

and in design sch, late work is as good as doom. high penalty and all that shit. so of course, all of us, had to rush those minimum 5 boards and research journal bk and design for ageing.

so the sky turned dark and everything. thankgod there were seniors still doing work next door. tho they left even earlier than us eventually..

finished around 10 at night. the whole cadlab looked like a garbage incinerator. school was spooky and dark.thankgod sharlene and muen were still there too and they just brightened the horrible night with so many jokes and incidents cos the res went off to somewhere else in sch to cut and paste cos cadlab working space was terribly limited. shazirah and may were still cutting and pasting in the fm room though when we left. sighhh

so yeah. ended sch so late till we had to climb over the gate to get out. so much for first timers eh?

okay thats quite alot of typing. boring entry yes i know if any of you happen to read until here, you must be seriously bored.have so much to do and reorganised. holidays are here but ive got wayyy too many things lined up. toot.

update.GASP.

im actually quite lost for words to describe how hectic school life is now.
lessons non stop from 9-1 plus 2-6. i eat snacks rushing on my way to the next class. oh what a peaceful life  i lead.

its funny how sometimes you tend to forget the things that arent around anymore but yet in the past, you ll think that you ll never forget this and that. i guess noone can really predict the future. like when you tell yourself you'll definitely remember this person in your life, who knows one day you ll just lose it? and what really is left would be usedtobes.

My life now is pretty much hectic yet empty. like theres just this big hole within you that you cant cover up though your mind is constantly satuated and preoccupied with something 24/7? im happy that im doing well in school.but im super pressurised to either mantain or improve my past semester grades. and to be a human living in a realistic world, we all know that most of the time, things do not go our way. its either us twisting fate or fate twisting us. i come home feeling all drained and tired and unsure about tomorrows. and the next thing i know im either dozing off after dinner or attempting to cough out around 6-12 designs for the new assignment consultation and end up dozing off afterwards. then, when i look at the time, its either morning or 3-4 am.sigh

School's demanding too. with the ethnic thing , production drawings, digital works and pairwork for textiles manipulation. though all those tedious screen printing batik and tiedyeing can seriously get on your nerves when the prints either come out all screwed or you have to redo over and over again, im proud to say ive learnt new skills and hope to apply it in the future.

Going broke at an accelerating speed. funny thing is the input doesnt goes to shopping, cabfares or food ect. yet, im still dam broke. had a 50 note in my wallet and next thing i know i see one 5 and a 2 and some pintoot coins. all my money goes to investments in materials and stuffs for my projects. i swear designers dont earn much money. they do it more for the challenge and passion but what they get in return aint actually much.

anyway, to end it all off, im so sorry to all my wonderful friends for constantly being a bum buried in school work locked out from keeping in touch with you precious people. my holidays are around december and january. i hope to take up sewing classes.and that attachment thing would happen and go all well and smooth. i also hope to spend more time with my family and friends definitely. shopping and updating my boring wardrobe would come last. HEH :D

okay. just one more week and 2-3 projects. hang in there jw.

btw, weeks ago, i just found out that i was kindergarden classmates with russell, shawn and beatrice. this was all discovered through this dance performance picture i had. we were all kuku people with the girls donned in pink and purple satin chinese-inspired dolly clothes with two ponytails and super thick and horrendous make up and the guys in this green and yellow combination with a high coconut ponytail. me and beatrice are the two girls at the extreme ends of the picture, russell was partially hidden behind danielle (i think) and shawn looks (almost) exactly the same! it was dam amusing and shocking. this world seriously cant get any smaller.

so yup. off to sleep. gotta wake up early tml to do my production drawings and meetup for group work for the boards. blogging really make me feel better and getting my thoughts more organised (:

blogdrive is being a mean drive again.
blogdrive = move your blog, to another drive.
or you can say drive your blog to someplace better.
ok im being mean blogdrive is actually very nice except for the lagging factor

lets see. spent my day painting, watching jLo's first ever making of the runway show and miss teen USA.
then min and i wasted so much time viewing and viewing all the miss universe contestants on the website ahahah. really SO.MANY.of.them.

this year's miss singapore looked like shes from china =\
and the fabulous miss japan did asia proud by getting runner up. 2nd or 3rd cant rmbr?
and so manny gorgeous ladies in the even more gorgeous gowns
i like miss australia's personality and looks
all of them are hot yes but shes got that sweet inside-out pretty kind of look
which matters more.
hahah the entertaining part? the national costumes.
i felt painful for some of them. with those super big metallic headdress and whatnots. ouch man.
and i also felt sorry for some of them. there was one in a milk maiden red-checkered lookalike outfit.which was quite sad.
and amellia if you're reading this, i swear if you saw, that picture to you, speaks a thousand words. hahaha and i can just imagine, the perfect person who will make such a sad outfit sound dam hilarious.remember the pink china lady?:D

everyone in colors is rushing the optical illusion postcard assignment now. and each of us is complaining how blind we've become facing those shits.
plsplspls make tml the last class.
and my next block? i dont even want to think about it

anyways, prob' shifting to livejournal. shifted all my random works and scraps to my deviantart account.and off to bed now.ive done enough harm to my eyes facing the computer for practically the entire day.
ciao

finally, an entry after god knows how long.
shifting soon (AGAIN yes i know) but i had so much problems accessing blogdrive and it irritates me when it gets wayyyy to frequent.

so lets see, what has been happening for the past month or so.

...got back my results, happy but am still striving (:
...have colors and culture&expression class daily
...took part in the crocs shoe competition. pic of it below
...happenings in school (nothing new)
...got our timetable for the rest of the year. one of the weirdest timetable ive ever seen. but no wait you know what, block teaching IS weird.
all of us have different holidays, some only starts school next year and the subjects allocation is neither here nor there. my holidays are in december and janurary. my next block in nov sucks like crazy: fashion illustration and production from 9-1 and textiles manipulation from 2-6 daily for 4 weeks.
the worst in the past used to be like 9-12 then 3-6.
gah. what can i say?
and textiles is like a super dry subject. just imagine textiles fundamental but afew times worse.
i still hope its more fun though ):
cant imagine how im gona cope and rush with the daily projects. ive not NOT sleep at all for the past two months or so but i foresee that lifestyle coming back into block 7.

actually i quite like this current block i am having we get days off to do our work at home at least and the timing's quite good. 9-3, i like (:

im looking forward to a relaxing weekend before block7 starts. i need more time to spend with my family and friends.

and you know what? 24 hours a day is actually not enough.

anyway got quite a couple of new stuffs to add to this site but think shall wait til i settle on a new host. meanwhile, let me share something meaningful and sweet i found on this babyposter in popular that i fell right away in love with it.

Love is patient, love is kind
It does not envy, it does not boast,
It is not proud, it is not rude,
it is not self seeking, it is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with truth
It always protects, always trust,
always hopes, always perservere.
LOVE, never fails (:
_____________________________

read the blog, felt the change.

people say memories are part of who we are,
without them, we equal to nothing (:

yes, lets see.
one, currently, i have 7 color schemes to complete. the current patterns kinda suck cause i have no time for my creativity or whatsoever to flow but heck im gona mix the color and plan all the shades before i shall conclude anything.

two,  i have a tutorial 1 assigned today, to be completed by latest tml morning and it reminds me of fm interview in some way or the other. everyone thinks im doing las min work when i do a unstructured interview with them when it was just assigned today and due tml -_-

three, i have a major assignment to worry over the weekends but yes, i shall leave it for the weekends.

i want to poke my eyes.

i need a bathe, badly. and its not like i actually have time to blog but i have no idea why am i blogging.

confused pretty much?

apparently i have about only 10 over days left of holidays
and i must enjoy it to the fullest bit cause i dont' know when
such breaks of more than 2 days will come by.
this is how scary the block system is, yes?

still got couple of stuffies to pack but i decided im done for the day shall finalise everything tomorrow after ive washed up and stuffs.
grr and its pretty bothersome cause i have chargers and connectors of all sorts to pack up for my mp3,phone and cam
hopefully, it wont be a waste and i'll get nice shots there.

other than that, its past midnight and i have to wake up at about 5am.
flight's at later in the morning though
its good the flight is during the day so i won't waste my time in the sky sleeping away
instead, i shall snack. read the mags. cram as many movies as possible and do whatever to entertain myself other than sleep.

Talk about the aeroplane im reminded of this short musing someone told me, cant rmb who.
air steward: " sir please fasten your seat belt"
guy: " i no need no seat belt. i am SUPERMAN!"
air steward: "If you were superman, you wouldnt be on an aeroplane."

HA.

oh and i ate 2 apples for the night

hohoho. class allocations and subjects were out last night. oh all the big hoohas
sigh. i seriously duno whats with the sch system.
and for those who din manage to get any, i hope the remaining available seats will be given to them.
new classmates.scary list.(sorta)
got this particular someone for my lecturer whom i shalldnt mention here incase anyone sees it. but IT SCARES ME.
yes, its scary alrite'
btw i got into colors class t01 and culture and expression class t02
dyl min tara and syl are darn lucky!

but anyway i wont get to see those in brand building strategy. sob.
and so instead of my norm schooling time of 9-6 daily for the past around 4 blocks,
its changed to 9-3.
GAHHH. no more 3 hour breaks.
goodbye naps, goodbye spare time for las-min chiongings, goodbye lunch.
i don't know if thats a good or bad thing though.
i hope the next few blocks will be good. (oh who am i kidding)
and i'll get what i want for cds cause i hate the feeling of being dumped here and there into something you have no interest for
who doesnt?

been going out past few days.
was good i must say (:
i hope i can still have my share of freedom and fun even when school starts
cause i know its gonna be darn hard.
ahwell.

leaving on friday morning for shanghai. cant wait
 
i hope the weather there is better though.
and sheesh im having a brain block. that happens when you re tryna recall events that happened during the past few days when your brain is being a lazy dweep.

and i present to you, one of my favourite-common, old but nice and classic disney song (:

Circle of Life - Disney channel all stars

From the day we arrive on the planet
And blinking, step into the sun
There's more to be seen than can ever be seen
More to do than can ever be done

Some say eat or be eaten
Some say live and let live
But all are agreed as they join the stampede
You should never take more than you give

In the circle of life
It's the wheel of fortune
It's the leap of faith
It's the band of hope
Till we find our place
On the path unwinding
In the circle, the circle of life

Some of us fall by the wayside
And some of us soar to the stars
And some of us sail through our troubles
And some have to live with the scars

There's far too much to take in here
More to find than can ever be found
But the sun rolling high through the sapphire sky
Keeps great and small on the endless round